I know it sounds like this, I think it is great to get more replies and have some interesting discussion. I like to hear what you say

If I said only the current stance on things in community that would be super boring and lead to nowhere and now I hear your interesting point of view

Well I think if it was me I would kill but I don’t know of course. I feel it would be the last straw to actually do actual murder driven by pure emotions. I am not sure if it would bring respite.

I understand your point of view but I think most of us aren’t strong enough to think the way you do. I don’t think I would ever know peace again without seeing blood of the animal that did it in such case. I am just a human, not some kind of perfect being but I admire you.

Maybe one day I will be as strong as you but currently I am merely a flawed human

Besides I can’t even explain it but I have a feeling that it would have to happen. as if some threads woven. I could not want it, I could hate to do it, be disgusted with doing it but I would still have to. It just would HAVE TO happen if you understand me.

I would truly hate to do it but I would have no choice because that’s what has to happen if another certain thing happens. Such is fate like threads woven and connected. It’s not even revenge or seeking peace. It’s just that if A then B MUST happen and I don’t even have a choice. It just HAS TO be done

I am not sure why some people seem to have more choice and ability on this and others don’t but I believe I am in the latter as I already experienced this sort of inevitable causality and I hated everything in it and yet I know that I would have to bend to it again as if I was only a pawn

Some of us are strong enough to break the cycle of violence. Great people, we should have more of them. You are much better person than me but I am afraid you may be in the minority.

I myself have problems staying sane and out of jail without even such events as being raped and I bet there’s a lot of similar people especially in America.

Killing another person is a terrible thing to do, horrific and messy and all kinds of revolting but it would have to be done if the event that precluded it would occur so to say. I just hope that rape isn’t included in the threads of my story because I am not someone who could ever enjoy or derive satisfaction from murder and it would be truly grim thing to plan and get it going

Let’s now return to the sunny and pleasant present day. There is no point in mulling over such things