My long term girlfriend cheated on me. It was bad, I’m going to let her move on and not go into details. I couldn’t sleep in the bed we shared for months. When i tried (after months) I kept waking up terrified because she wasn’t in bed and I didn’t know where she was. It didn’t take long to remember but most of the time I wouldn’t sleep for a few days after and I felt like I wanted to puke most of the time. Couldn’t eat either. Hit the bottle hard. It’s a bit better but I wouldn’t wish these feelings on my worst enemy.

On a bad day? Anything it slap its wretched little mits on.

Any other day? Also anything, but it feels less bad. Life hard :(

Paperwork. It makes me want to hide in a hole.

Losing anything. People, pets, things, money, etc. I’m surprised I don’t hoard shit.

My fear of failure

When I feel like I’m starting to fail at something, I go all in

I make sure that I’m such a fabulous failure that it will become the thing of legend

Self-sabotage is definitely my jam, but it’s only when I feel like I’m slipping at something

When I’m good at something, I’m good, and a lot of stuff comes easily to me, so I’m terrified of the things that don’t come easily and quickly

I hate my brain.

Waiting in lines is absolute torture for my anxiety. I sweat through my shirt and nearly faint regularly. It makes going to the grocery store really difficult, and it’s frustrating that I’ll never be able to go to theme parks.

Meeting up with people somewhere. Bonus points for getting there first.