I’m struggling really hard. My business has dried up for over six months now and I haven’t found a solution yet. But recently the anxiety surrounding geopolitical events is sky high. I’m really worried things might escalate and that I might have to join the army, willingly or not. Tonight our president is doing a speech, we’ll see what comes out of it.

Growing up all I wanted was to have a normal happy life, no extravagant dreams. Even that seems beyond reach now.

Not that good really. Everything sucks rn.