Already tried. Wasn’t enough. A 50% reduction is fucking massive though.

Merci :)

I think so because my body isn’t as tense. I actually feel relaxed for the first time in half a decade lol

But in all seriousness, it’ll be an adjustment. I’m glad I figured it out.

No I was given a script and told to work it out.

I was right.

Was doubling up.

Good I know now, but can’t help but feel annoyed at the years of unnecessary anxiety lol

Hmm. I haven’t had any chocolate so far, so maybe something fancy?

Thanks mate. Here goes nothing!

I just can’t believe I’ve been putting up with this, thinking “well, I guess that’s the cost of clarity” for the last 5 frikkin years!!!

OK. Let the adhd med trial #4 begin.

I get the work thing. I’ll probably be doing a few hours tomorrow to ease the load that’s coming up.

So. I’ve been doing some trials with my adhd medication over the last 3 days.

It appears (testing tomorrow) that I have been taking almost double what I should have been taking.

I’ll know tomorrow.

It would explain the anxiety about nothing, the insane tenseness in my whole body amongst other things.

Guess we’ll see.

I hear you. But sometimes a bit of peace is nice :)

Come on rain!!!

In other news, I’ve effectively done nothing the last 2 days except nap, eat, play and cuddle Fluffball.

Perfection.

Also, I think I solved my almost 12 months of broken sleep.

It’s the antidepressant. I feel stupid for not figuring it out sooner. So I’m not taking a 2nd tablet in the late afternoon and will see what happens.

Thanks chatgpt

I went for a walk to the shops earlier in my gym stuff and got fucked on by the rain lol

Cheers :)

I’ve got hot cross buns, a fluffy cat and still feeling good from speaking to my friends last night ❤️

Shopping done, breakfast and decaf consumed. Hello bed.

Little orange girl I’m pretty sure. She’s a lot smaller than the other orange kitten.

Happy Easter :)

🤣

Got to talk to my 2 best friends I haven’t seen in 12 years on video chat.

It’s a long story, but man I feel so fucking happy right now ❤️