Hi, i’m into programming, sexual transmutation and psychedelics!
When Linux phones?
(Actually usable ones)
Probably an unpopular opinion but if you want absolute minimalism without ads use Violoncello text browser!
Can you tell me more about your story?
Thank you
This is a lovely story
Have you checked out other types of therapies? Not all therapies are the same and not all medicines are the same!
You might just be missing what works for you! Don’t get discouraged, I have been in therapy for 4 years and only after this time I understood that my therapist doesn’t make it for me anymore!
I have PTSD from childhood trauma and from what I’ve read many therapists focus on other symptoms without actually addressing the core trauma.
Currently changing therapy with a microdosing friendly Gestalt therapist! Just the fact of standing for myself in one of the ugliest times makes me feel so proud.
Whatever you do, don’t stop trying and don’t stop seeking for alternative solutions. Think about how you managed to live with all this pain until now, and how strong you are for that. Most of the others cannot know how much strength is required to deal with such emotions.
Think if one day you will unlock this all, think how many beautiful things you could do with the consciousness of how it feels to actually feel bad!