Im male born, but i dont feel particularly “male” so to speak: currently im non-binary bc i dont feel i belong to gender categories. Its just like im mentally in a gender-limbo and i think ive been in it my whole life, but its not concrete, as in sometimes i wish i was a girl (this happened also when i was a kid) but at the same time i feel like the categories of binary gender arent fit for me. Im just confused as in what i am. From the outside i think im generally seen as male but inside it’s kinda like i don’t care but i don’t like to be in the gender binary but i wish i was more “girly”. Can anyone relate?
I don’t know anymore about myself, either. I have a penis and testicles. I call myself a boy/man. I tend to relate to a lot of girly stuff, though. I like girly things more than traditionally boy things, for the most part. When I think about myself, I don’t even really think about gender or my sex. I would rather be treated like a girl than a boy, sometimes. But I also don’t want to remove anything from my body. Is this what gender fluidity feels like, or what?