Thanks, I hate it. Couldn’t the realisation have waited another 4 weeks? That would have been really nice.

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      There is absolutely ni way i could stand through the current situation for a decade. Not even a year. Currently every day feels like torture. Even the 4 weeks until I Am no longer at my parents home are horrible to just think about.

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          Getting fried all day is sadly not an option for me. Its quite counterproductive when you have to work all day, which includes quite a lot of stuff where I could hurt myself quite badly i f I dont watch out, and are not by yourself.

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            Mhm, that’s why I’m glad I finally have hrt though my brain is still pretty fried.

            What do you want me to say, girl (guy?)? It’s shitty, it sucks, but I know you can make it through this. Most of us have had to go through stuff like this.

            You can do this, alright? It’s only 4 more weeks.

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      Damn, that sucks. I absolutely hate my current position and I devinetively want to end this as soon as possible. Theres no way I could withstand this for years without going literally insane.

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        I lived in denial for way too long, that’s for sure. Didn’t even realize just how badly it was weighing on me 'til that first dose of hormone therapy blew it away like a bad dream.

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      That’s when I’m moving back into my place since then the new Semester at University starts.