• chiliedogg@lemmy.world
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    8 hours ago

    In ER because I thought I was having a heart attack, and it looks like it was a panic attack instead.

    Benzos are nice BTW. I can see why the docs can’t and shouldn’t prescribe them for regular use.

  • b34n5@lemmy.world
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    13 hours ago

    I’ve been between 3 and 4. This week I felt a greater intensity of discomfort. It’s hard for me to get out of bed. Despite that, I’ve been going to walk every day, at least 1 hour… and I’ve read a lot: in the last 30 days I’ve read about 6 books. Still, my activity beyond that is zero, so I feel certainly bad about it. The “work society” is sinking you, whether you’re part of it or not.

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    2 days ago

    What does it mean when you feel 1 most of the time but occasionally instantly jump to 4/5 as stressors built up without your awareness?

    Cause that’s me. Everything’s fine till it isn’t and I don’t see it coming

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      8 hours ago

      That’s how they describe panic attacks. If it happens enough that it affects your functioning, it could be panic disorder. It’s a form of anxiety disorder.

    • DeceasedPassenger@lemmy.world
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      For me, that feeling comes from dissociating. Anxiety is so viscerally physically uncomfortable that i try to avoid it at all costs (which leads to feeling anxious about feeling anxious lmfao meta-anxiety ftw lol). Part of that avoidance entails not even mentally getting close to the triggers. So when they become unavoidable or pop up unexpectedly, it can feel pretty drastic. I feel like my avoidance of thinking about things is probably affecting my ability to understand, and the unknown is a wellspring of anxiety. Maybe it’s different for you, or maybe this helps you understand yourself better. Either way i hope things get easier for you.

  • neidu3@sh.itjust.works
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    6 years ago I was at 5. But I’ve slowly but surely been climbing. Today I find myself slightly above the chart, and I’ve been here for a year or two. Looking back I find it unbelievable that I lived at stage 4 for four years straight.

    It gets better.

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      2 days ago

      Been living in stage 3-4 for too long now. Comments like these are one of the only things giving me hope. Used to be a lot more cynical but now i’ll take anything I can get. Thank you

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      Been doing the same journey and want to chime in that it be better. Still have my dips but they are so fleeting.

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    2 days ago

    4±1. But 5 is rare

    Fucking hell, I’m tired of being dysfunctional

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        23 hours ago

        How do you cope with it? Or are you also just planning to get used to it?

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          To be fair it is more of a 2 when I’m doing good, but with the amount of shit going on lately I rarely am. So I’m planning to get used to it and maybe see a shrink to get some meds.

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            12 hours ago

            I hope it gets better soon! :)

            But yeah, can’t hurt to talk to professional

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    Buspirone is a miracle drug. I used to think anxiety was just life. Now, with medication, I can stay around 1.5 or 2. For years I was way higher until my doctor said “No, that’s not normal.”

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      love buspar. such an interesting drug. doesn’t mess with anything, non abusive, non euphoric, non benzo anxiolytic.

      oh yeah and you can fuck on it.

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    1.25.

    Had some mild panic attacks for some reason recently though. It was maybe a lack of sleep.